Post by jason cole on Oct 27, 2008 17:55:02 GMT -5
Jason Erik Cole
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"Life life like there is no tomorrow."[/size]
"You never know when life can take a wrong turn."
•• i just watched her make the same mistakes again[/i][/color] ••[/center][/size]
name , Jason Erik Cole[/b][/i]
nicknames , Jay
gender , male
age , 16
date of birth , 25-May-1991
sexuality , straight
major or grade , Sophomore- Highschool
Clique , Individuals.•• what's wrong, what's wrong now? ••
hair colour , Light Brown
eye colour , Gray Blue
build , Little on the skinny side, but got some muscle
height , 5'10
weight , 125
paragraph , Jay has a cute face with light hair that falls right above his eyes. His eyes are a stormy grey and change with his mood or color shirt. His nose is perfectly fit to his round face. His lips are just as naturally set as his nose. He also has a smile all his own.
played by , Sam Earles
Canon or Original , Original
•• too many, too many problems ••
[/b][/i]home town , Phoenix
mother , Julie Ann Cole
father , Joseph Rodney Cole
brothers , David Ely Cole
sisters , none
other , none
•• don't know where she belongs ••
[/b][/i][/center]history , Jason grew up in a normal family. His family had never been poor, but never rich either. His parents had always loved him, until his baby brother was born. They were still a normal family, until his mom found out that her sister and brother in law had been killed in their own drinking accident. His mom had gone off the deep end. She quit med school and started working as a librarian. His dad would build up anger from his wife and eventually take it out on Jason. At that time Jason had been small and helpless, just barely ten. He could do nothing but take the beating and then not say anything. That was where Jason had learned that the world was cruel and it was better to just keep to yourself, because the less attention you drew to yourself the less it will hurt later.
Jason was held back a year in the sixth grade and had to retake it. That was when the beatings started and Jay was so quiet that his teachers never noticed. He took the beatings all through the first sixth grade then through it the second time. The beatings lessened the second time through. His dad only beat him when he was mad about something at work or his mom had made him mad. After his little brother had been born, Jason was just there. He never meant anything. After that he had never bothered to fit in in anyone elses life, because he knew that he was just that horrible.
Jason was the only one that was a point of this abuse. His mom didn't care and no one ever found out. From that point on, Jason had raised himself. He decided that in eighth grade he would find a school far away and then never look back. Well he got the school thing down, but he still finds himself looking back. He found that books could get him away from it all. That was when he fell in love with words. He would write poetry and get his feeling on paper, then continue to burn it. He never wanted his dad to find those. If his dad had found those papers, he would have skinned Jason.
Jason has continued to write poetry. He would still rather sit in a quiet park or somewhere where no one else would be. He stopped trying to socialize in eighth grade. The bruises from his dad had long since gone away, but he still feels like everyone who is everyone can see them. That is one of the reasons he always wears a jacket. He has a few different jackets but you will always see him with one on. He had grown hateful of any kind of sport that requires the exposure of skin. He has always been self conscious also. That is one thing that will never change.
personality , Jason has always been laidback. As far as he can remember he has never fought back against anything. He is more agreeable than most guys are. Jason is a guy that likes to keep to his own. He would much rather stay in his own corner that be out in the middle of a crowd. Jason will never go up to a random person and start a conversation. Jay will always sit at the back of the classroom and rather not be picked on.
Jay will always give in to an argument. That doesn't mean he will give into anything, but he he hates arguments. He can be very shy and doesn't like to socialize. If he could live life unnoticed he would without a doubt. Jay has never really been the teenager from hell. He has always been a good kid. Someone could almost call him naive. He knows about sex and he knows alot....he is smart but he is just to small to come out of his shell.
The only time he ever gets noticed is when he pops a mad trick at the skate park. Even then he is prone to just keep going his own. He doesn't think very much of himself. He never really has. He has a low self esteem, even in his academics. He knows he is smart, but he never does anything to show it. He doesn't take the extra hard classes and he never does extra credit. He passes all of his classes with ease, but tries not to make himself noticed.
Jason doesn't really have a party side. He doesn't really go to parties. He was never invited to one, therefore he doesn't have an outgoing side. He used to laugh and joke with his friends, but now he has no friends. He likes to stick to his books and keep out of everyones way.
likes ,
- Skateboarding
- Wakeboarding
- Reading
- Writing
- Starbucks
- Girls
- Books
- Gummybears
dislikes ,
- Preps
- Sharks
- Ocean
- Scary movies
- Smokers
- Heavy metal
- Liars
fears ,
- Knives
- Being left alone.
- Getting in a fight.
hopes ,
- To get over his nervousness.
- To find a place to belong
- To get good grades
secrets ,
- Was abused when he was little.
- Tried to burn his hosue down
- Is scared to death to talk to girls
•• she wants to go home
[/i][/color] ••[/center][/size]your name , Matt
age , 15
Random fact: , I am so completely random
experience , Year or two
password , keyboardrehab
sample , Jay walks along the dirt track and thinks to himself. I can make myself known here He drags his feet and red puffs of dirt follow. He looks ahead and he sees more red dirt and the long track ahead of him. He decides right then that he will make his own future and no one will stop him. His ice blue eyes dart around him and catch the little things that most people fail to see. He sees a blue bird in a tree and wonders what it would be like to be a bird. He suddenly wishes he could just fly away and leave it all behind, but maybe he can get rid of most of his past by starting a new life somewhere totally different. Then he catches a glimpse of a group of purple flowers and thinks of a pretty girl to match those. He again looks ahead of him and he is approaching the curve. He steals a glance at the football field and wishes he could be running with the team this year, but he has to wait until he is a junior or senior.
He walks the curve and then picks up a jog. The dust cloud gets bigger, but he outruns it with ease. He picks up a silient sprint and he feels his calves starting to burn, but he pushes forward and harder. He keeps his breathing steady. His heart is pounding in his head. His closes his eyes on the straight away. He just keeps running, thinking of the blue bird and wishes he could run that fast. He legs start burning and he slows back down to a steady jog. He opens his eyes and gets back into the niche of life. He realizes that life is like a track, it just keeps going in circles until you find where you belong. He needs to find where he belongs in his next few years.
He jogs the far curve and as he comes around again he picks up the sprint again and takes off. He doesn't think about anytthing except the future and what it holds for him and him only.
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